Listening to: Thrift Shop
Reading: World War Z
Watching: Captin America
Last year was such a good year for me, i have passed my board exams to get my Funeral Director and Embalmers License, i just have to do my practical to actually get my license. This is something 2 years ago i would never thought was going to happen i had all but given up on my dream job and was getting ready to head back to school for something else. what i don't know but i had just about given up. I started an awesome job in 2012 with an amazing boss, passed my exams and graduated from collage, got a promotion and a fancy new position. Things are still tough at home and they always will be, but things have gotten better since my oldest sister moved out. I've also had my down, and made some realizations.
I know were only 2 days into 2013. But this year im going to make changes, im going to work on making my relationship with my mom better, how i dont know but i feel horrible about how it is now, as much as i say i hate her i do really love her, she's my mum how can i not. im going to follow my dr's orders and not eat things that make me sick anymore. as much as i love them they make me sick so no more. im also going to start to try to work on improving the things about me that i dont like. there are some things about myself that i love and somethings i hate, i want to change that. I'm also going to start my etsy store, i have to start making money with my hobby cuz its expensive and takes up room so if i can sell them why not.
I know every year people make resolutions and they never follow through with them so these are not resolutions they are goals. i will set small markers for myself to reach these goals, other wise the end goal will never be obtained because it feels to big.
2012 was the year of obtaining the impossible
2013 will be the year of improvement. not change but improvement